Author Archives: hertreehouse2

Homecoming

It seems like ages since I last posted anything. It has been ages. This blog was started as a way to help me cope with what was at the time a medical mystery. So many questions. So much pain. So … Continue reading

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Baited Breath

I am pregnant witha pausethat is lastingtoo long.

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Broken Compass

“life is a maze, and love is a riddle, I don’t know where to go . . . .I’m just a little girl lost in the moment”* I seem to have lost my bearings somewhere along my journey. I haven’t … Continue reading

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365 Roses Smelled

several years ago I started forcing myself to write down at least 3 good things from the day before heading to bed. some days were easier than others — some downright difficult, and I would resort to commenting on the … Continue reading

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The Calm After the Calm After the Storm & The Body That Cried Wolf

the calm after the calm . . . I think it is misleading how the calm after the storm is depicted as a time of relief and sunshine and happiness — images of people frolicking in the new sunshine, walking … Continue reading

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“Holy crap on a cracker!”

To borrow a favorite quote from The Big Bang Theory, that is the most appropriate response I can think of to this week. Takoda was bitten by a copperhead snake. I got diagnosed with blood clots in my leg, which … Continue reading

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Song of the Day

but tomorrow is a new day, so hear it, feel it, then let it go . . . . http://www.metrolyrics.com/one-of-those-days-lyrics-joy-williams.html

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Savage Beast Afternoon

Worked upworked overpent uppatience overscreaming insidesavage frustrationbrings me back to savage natureBubblingbrewingagony escapingmusic catches me just in timerage rollingin beat to rythmssaving me from myselfswaysingrockrollno one watchinglet it gorock and thrash aboutlet it outradio therapydomesticatingraging pain

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Senseless Over-sensory Sensation

As a dancer and athlete, I grew accustomed to pain very quickly. I auditioned on torn ligaments. Climbed Mt. Washington with a torn rotator cup. Walked on a fractured ankle bone. Finished a triathlon after getting my nose smashed in … Continue reading

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Sneak Attacks

Tonight instead of Takoda laying watch over me and my pain, I’m standing vigil over him and hoping for the best. After I shut off the work laptop, we went on our customary afternoon walk/run. We hadn’t been through the … Continue reading

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